The Ghost Of You

I never said I'd lie and and wait forever
If I died we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever

Ever
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone? And I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me

Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall
Down


Inspirsed by The Ghost Of You by My Chemical Romace. Pretty much my favorite band in the world.



Soooo. xD I know I have requests I should be doing... And I tried, I did! But they came out really bad. -.- So I decided to take a break, draw something I really wanted to draw, and go back to working on the requests.



Okay, on the drawing.

Usually I just majorly BS any folds on clothes because I'm way too lazy to try. xD This time, I tried. On both the guy and the girl. I guess it came out okay? Eh. I coulda done better.

I didn't shade the girl. I mean, not like according to where the light is coming from like the guy. I just shaded her one even color. And I left her lineart super light. I really, really wanted that contrast, that she's dead and he's still alive.

Drawing girls make me mad. xD When I first started drawing, that was ALL I could draw. Now? I can draw guys how I want to. But GIRLS? No. I now fail at their body figure and everything. I can draw their eyes the way I want them to look. When I'm practicing. But when I have to put it on the face? xD Noooo, I just fail. I HATE HOW GIRLS HAVE BOOBS. I CANNOT DRAW THEM. D<

So, yeah. Overall, I guess I'm satisfied with how this came out. And I actually cried while drawing this at one point. >.> The first time I ever heard that song, it made me cry. Didn't make me cry ever again, until now. Maybe it was because I was listening to it while I was putting it into a picture? xD I dunno, but I cried. -shot-



It really sucks losing someone you love. In any way.
So this is for anyone who has ever lost someone.

I miss you, Matthew. You were a great cousin. We all miss you.
I miss you, Sarah. (: So nice. You were always so giving. I still have that stuffed lamb you made me years ago, along with that beautiful dress.
I miss you, Neil. You were an amazing artist. I strive to become like you.
I miss you, Grandpa Johnny and Grandma Maryann. Even if I never met you two. You make me proud of my heritage. I take pride in being an Italian. (: Ti amo. Vorrei parlavano l'italiano correttamente. Mi piacerebbe avere più tempo con te.



I talked too much. xD I'm done now. Sorry if you actually read all this.